After a really long time not talking to Audrey, what started as a surprising, funny online conversation turned horrid.

I think I made her cry at the end of it.

She just couldn't talk anymore.

Aud and I had always been perfect tattlers whenever we have the opportunities to sit down and begin. And we have been like that since school. She would be this hillariously morbid girl with sinister thoughts and incredible comeback lines, and I'm this clumsy, quirky klutz who always seem to ask questions twice. She has heard my stories of depression and mad nights(and days), and I've heard of her confused earlier years in relationships. And she's a feline lover like me.

But my heart sank when she said she couldn't go on with the conversation. And I knew instantly that she is going to cry herself to sleep. I also knew it was about something I said.

I am so so sorry. I did not have any intentions to hurt you, dear Aud. I wish I could keep you company, and I wished I had done more. But some things are beyond all of us.

I hope to see you someday.